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Anecdote here: my cousin, roughly age 60, complained of "fuzzy brain" for weeks. Did not blame the shot. Pulled forward from a stop sign into a 60MPH lane in a routine maneuver done thousands of times before. Was broadsided. Thankful at least that the other driver survived. My opinion is that it was the shot, but nobody will ever know.

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>.<

I am going to pin this.

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Jul 21, 2023Liked by A Midwestern Doctor

About 3 months after a 21 day Covid event which did not include a RNA injection I got a wake up call! I was napping and I experienced a white flash that woke me up instantly! Have no clue if was related, but never had that experience before! The medicine man is playing with the complex blue print of life on a kindergarten scale and have no clue about the great harm that can bestowed on humanity!

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They KNOW....they know!

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They know - and yet they don't. The consequences of the alteration to humans goes beyond depopulation. There was a great book by Greg Bear I'd like to revisit, called "Blood Music." In it, a virus went around. Anyone pre-adolescent was transformed, and communicated by pheremones & odor instead of language. The young people were different. "They" cannot know what they have done.

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Greetings, JC~!

"They" are hell bent, and that's the reason we don't see continued attempts at (rightly) manipulating the genome to the benefit of man. I don't say they now have, or will EVER have the skill to do so, but the intent is not seen. What we do see is the meddling of organized gene assembly in the DNA, and along with that, a number of toxic substances added.

If a person discounts the thought that democide is present in their plans, then one could parallel "their" work toward "health" as the following: If our bodies were to be compared to this year's top Formula One racing car, then an "improvement" to the genome of humans would be like setting a group of chimps loose with a garage full of tools to perform "improvements" on the race vehicle! What chance would any good come from such a thing? Sure, that's crazy, but how distant is mankind from understanding the inner workings of the cell?

Thanks, but I'll pass on the intervention of methods concocted by wicked men in lieu of natural health!

Ray

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Oh but they do know...................

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The Agenda is Depopulation of most life the World Economic Forum (& other psychopaths eg Gates, Rockefellers, UK Royals - Charles heads tge WEF with Klaus Schwab...) openly say. MSM etc owned so does not report that millions per country, every age ev en children are badly injured and killed. The info is available eg website 'The Expose' reporting facts throughout Pandemic and attacked for it eg finances frozen so they cant work but they manage to Even attack on Editor physically)...

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I experienced something like that a couple years before the COVID craziness, never before and never since. Just a weird one-off, and I never did have any idea why. Aliens?

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Therr are Energy Weapons the secret governments use apparently. Whistleblower from GCH Q (i thonk ot was).years ago admitted the gov used these on Greenham Common women to make them ill/mentally unwell and worse. Still going on but the tech is much improved. Not that that is what you experienced probably but many around the world who dissent, protest etc are, targeted it seems causing many health and mental health issues Perhaps death.

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Someone on another stack shared this: a 2009 paper re: using weather control as a defense against directed energy weapons. https://apps.dtic.mil/sti/pdfs/ADA539515.pdf

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The Chinese have an energy weapon which was used on foreign diplomats and American Politicians - the beam was sent through building walls to get them, wherever they happened to be - they experienced mental issues which plagued them, for years afterwards - it was reported on the news at the time, although, of course, the Chinese never owned up to having or using them. - Now your DOD has the Ray Guns to capture individuals or small groups of vaccinated people - see NanoGrpahi about the nanotubes injected in all vaccines, in their billions and my post above

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America (with UK they work together) using these for decades apparently eg 'Targeted Individuals' who suffer for investigating and plor protesting Gov etc As tech grows so do the weapons

to harm, destroy citizens not just foreign spies, enemies

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I let my doctor talk me into Pfizer's experimental Paxlovid when I had covid in September. In fairness, I was basically delirious when I filled the prescription, but I should've known better since I knew the vaccines were harmful. Paxlovid made me feel worse so I stopped the 2nd day. Since then I've been sick 6 times, but not covid. Well for 2 weeks, sick again, etc. The longest well period has been 2 months. I wonder if Paxlovid F'd my immune system. Should I worry? Is there any research on it? Thanks

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All I know about in the Paxlovid rebound in vaccinated patients.

I don't know about the specific toxicity you are asking about. I have a lot of guesses but none I feel confident putting forward.

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Thanks. What Paxlovid rebound in vaxed patients? Do you have any link to that?

I wasn't asking about any specific toxicity, but maybe what I wrote implies that?

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Igor Chudov wrote quite a bit about this.

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Doctor, is there any way to connect with you privately? Maybe, you wouldn’t mind sending an empty e-mail to mara.ohanyan@cruiseplanners.com Please, don’t react to the e-mail domain!😂 I was a physician in Soviet (Later, independent) Armenia. I need to talk to you about something and may need your help.

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we're now finding out that MOST pfarma products kill the kidneys! simple things like motrin, pain killers etc...

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And sometimes kidney problems.

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Thanks. Figures.

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The drug, developed by Pfizer, has a lot of positives....

https://www.yalemedicine.org/news/13-things-to-know-paxlovid-covid-19

No need to click the link....

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No sale. I no longer trust Pfarma, Pfizer or the medical profession. Nothing Pfizer claims can be trusted after all their lies and fraud. Too many docs act like drug reps, whores, and herd animals, mindlessly parroting the Pfarma-government-Bill Gates party line.

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IMO the Paxlovid which is a high priced competitor to Ivermectin negatively impact liver function! Many variables depending on what other negatives are present. Taking NAC is a positive booster!

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Jul 21, 2023Liked by A Midwestern Doctor

I've heard that Paxloid is (relatively) dangerous. It doesn't work well with vaxxed people (it even rebounded with Fauci-if you think that he ever really got the vaxx)

Pfizer never tested it with vaxxed people and others they should have

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anything fauxci said was propaganda, he never had covid nor took any of the crap he was peddling, he killed all the aids/hiv ppl, he's done it again for profit and evil pleasure of killing.

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A nurse friend claims kidney failure a side effect of Paxlovid.

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Dr Mengele says ... Remdesivir + Paxlovid... and if that does not achieve the desired result -- inject 10,000 units of Midazolam... and if that still doesn't work ... turn the ventilator on overdrive and blow the patient's lungs out

https://youtu.be/wixLlPFJgyQ?t=15

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official hospital protocol. Killed thousands

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Don't doubt that! Dehydration and the ability of the liver to detoxify the body from it causes all sorts of reactions.

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Yes, it can.

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No kidney problems, so I figure I lucked out there. When you say NAC is a positive booster, what does it boost? Many thanks.

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Essential for keeping liver helthy. converts to Glutathione which is key to healthy liver. Toxins put a burden on the liver.

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Thanks! again.

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Yet

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Gee, thanks for the useful information.

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I wrote this. Quote is from Deborah Birx.

"So that’s why I’m saying even if you’re vaccinated and boosted, if you’re unvaccinated right now, the key is testing and Paxlovid. It’s effective. It’s a great antiviral. And really, that is what’s going to save your lives right now if you’re over 70, which if you look at the hospitalizations, hospitalizations are rising steadily with new admissions, particularly in those over 70. And so if you live in the South – I know people keep talking about the fall – I’m worried about the South."

Paxlovid is neuro-toxic. Avoid like the plague.

Birx says she’s worried about the south. South of what? Perhaps she’s concerned about Afro-Americans, or those who don’t double check. Like many Democrat voters.

Push Paxlovid and finish them off then is obviously what she’s thinking.

Would you trust this Birx?

from

https://alphaandomegacloud.wordpress.com/2022/09/21/in-the-news-the-daily-telegraph-friday-16th-september-2022/

Any neuro-toxic drug (a poison) like Paxlovid should be avoided. An anagram of Paxlovid is Pxl avoid, a big clue.

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As a 13 year cancer survivor I don't trust ANY doctor!!!!

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Dr. Birx is NSC. She was sent over to partner with Fauc, and to run the behind the scenes part of the "Warp Speed Op." Fauci did the talking to the Press, but Birx controlled the state officials, and convinced them to do things that they had been backing away from doing. She flew out to the state Governors to "lend support." "I'm from the Government and I'm here to help you." Birx has been just as responsible for deaths, if not more, than Fauci. Don't give Birx a pass. Realize that her "old lady get-up" that she wore every single day, with her hair in a bun, and her matching scarves, were just a ruse, so we would never know she worked in Intelligence.

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We were concentrating on Fauci, but from what I have been learning lately, she is probably worse… Dreaming to live long enough to see them in prison, but probably will never happen…

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All anecdotalproving Birx to be a quack. She quacks more than my ducks.

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Thanks. Do you have any links to evidence of Paxlovid being a neurotoxin? Not that I'm surprised, of course.

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Not directly as such but here's Wikipedia to start, hidden under a brand name (sneaky blighters - stronger words are available!).

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nirmatrelvir/ritonavir

You will note in any event the side effects "...a high potential for potentially serious drug interactions..."

Look at the chemical structures. N = nitrogen and F = fluorine. Anything with nitrogen in chemistry is neuro-toxic. We use some nitrogen in our bodies structurally where it is inert (a part anagram of 'nitrogen' in 'inert' interestingly.

Otherwise nitrogen becomes what is termed ionic or a free radical i.e. a negative charge when bonded with say oxygen. This acts like an off switch an/or a cutting mechanism, so interferes with nerve impulses.

This is necessary in small amounts for basic nerve function, but overload the system, especially when one is ill with neuro-toxicty already for various reasons then one has serious problems.

Add fluorine into the mix then the situation is truly dire, fluorine is nasty stuff, think hydrofluoric acid, even more dangerous than hydrochloric acid (which we make in small amounts in our stomachs to digest food, but mucus linings protect unless they are damaged when ulcers occur).

I have explained here generally about pharmaceuticals generally which I think explains the issues with pharmaceuticals.

https://alphaandomegacloud.wordpress.com/2023/03/04/pharmaceuticals-whats-in-them/

And this might be useful to explain the issues of nitrogen ions and the neutralisation of them.

https://baldmichael.substack.com/p/sodium-nitrite-e250-the-poison-in

I currently mirror stuff from my WordPress site where I started onto my substack which I began in April this year.

Hope that all makes sense.

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Yep. Thanks. What I'm wondering is if it would cause the chronic intermittent sickness I've experienced, but it doesn't sound like that's the case. More likely covid itself F'd me up good and I'm hopefully getting over it. Well intervals are starting to get longer and sick intervals shorter and less intense, so I got that going for me, which is nice. In any case, I pretty much distrust all pharma now. I didn't get the covid vax. Used to get the flu vax, shingles, Tdap etc. Never again. Not unless congress rescinds the liability limitation it gave Big Pharma and makes them strictly liable and litigable for all damage. While they're at it, deny the shield of sovereign immunity to CDC, FDA, NIAID and all the other TLAs like FBI, CIA et ilk.

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Oh, you mean Moderna's Covid 19 Neucloids virus which they manufactured in a laboratory and patented in 2013 - I have the formula for it on another hard drive, not compatible with the Microsoft Operating System I am using now, otherwise I would have posted it for you.

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Jul 23, 2023·edited Jul 23, 2023

I LOVE your username! 😂Anybody who took mRNA vaccines should worry about their immune system (Sadly, I am not an exception)…. hold on, did you take vaccines, too, or Paxlovid only?

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Thanks! Just Paxlovid, and just a day and a half. I fell for it because I was delirious, let my doc talk me into it, when I was camping with covid, forgot my Hydroxychloroquine.

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Got you…

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Another good resource for people who want to detox and minimalize the effects of the vax or long covid: https://covid19criticalcare.com/protocol-categories/prevention/

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Thanks!

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Praying for you and everyone who is affected by this...my son took 2 doses and they are considering taking out his gall bladder to see if it will help his digestive issues...so sad!

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Yes. Worry.

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Gee, thanks.

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Jul 20, 2023Liked by A Midwestern Doctor

My son in law had "fuzzy brain" after the virus - did not get the shot. He was the only one in the family of 5 having this. However he works around a lot of toxic chemicals and might have had some pre-existing compromise. He did get over it for the most part.

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I experienced that also for several months and started taking nattokinase, egcg, black seed oil, dandelion, resveratrol, Vit D, magnesium, and melatonin at night. It helped a great deal and quickly. Look at the flccc’s long COVID protocol and The Wellness Company spike support.

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I have recommended a number of supplements to the family and they either do not think it'll help or don't want to spend the money, but they rarely take anything extra. Sad.

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I'm so sorry! That is so sad! Would they take it if you bought it for them? Now is the time to take the supplements before the spike causes further damage. Close family member, not vaxxed, got COVID, didn't take our COVID protocol (NAC, Quercetin, Turmeric, Glutathione, etc.). Got rapidly spreading ovarian cancer 4 months later and passed away. Coincidence? Who knows.... but spike favors the ovaries.

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Could possibly be from shedding of those who did take the vaxx. What does the Doc think about this?

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Baffled of course!

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Possibly - he works around those who have taken it. But with all the chemicals - paint, thinners, etc., I think his liver is toxic. I wish he'd take some supplements to help!

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There is no such thing as 'the virus', it is a scam. COVID 19 is the 'flu re-branded. There are however toxic chemicals though in more than certain work places. There are so many poisons around one can never be sure what it is that is leading to someone falling ill without careful investigation. If your son-in-law works with toxic chemicals that should be the first port of call.

https://baldmichael.substack.com/p/what-is-the-flu-aka-covid-19-and

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There was no virus. Never isolated.

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this is very very sad.

I am so sorry. Did she get all of the shots? My sister is 70 and fully shotted, and very fuzzy

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I was close enough to know from family about the "fuzzy brain" but not close enough to know details about shots. Date of death was late April, 2021.

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so sad, just tragic

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Same, same..

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The best way to have a real dialogue about vaccines being weaponized to handicap, infertilize and murder the “over-population” is to start with vaccine contamination: nobody could be in favor of contaminated pharmaceuticals.

1. Carcinogen SV40 in Oral Polio Vaccine: they knew it since the 60s but kept distributing it even until 2016 !!!

2. hCG in vaccines to infertilize women detected since the 90s: still going on

3. Thimerosal, aluminum, Mono-sodium Glutamate (MSG) and other NEUROTOXINS

4. Heavy metals

5. Human DNA 2000% in excess of FDA 10 ng limit (main driver towards autism, leukemia and non-Hodgkin cancer)

6. Graphene oxide in Flu and COVID shots but now with anything injectable (even dentist anesthesia, hospital IV, etc.).

7. SV40 genomic sequences and double-stranded DNA in mRNA COVID shots

8. Bluetooth nano-routers injected with COVID vaccines.

That proves:

A. There's zero Government control

B. There's zero Manufacturer liability

C. There's zero Media coverage

D. All that, during decades and still going on, not only with vaccines but also with medicines, food&beverage additives, etc. Everything, even institutions have been weaponized!

E. There's zero political action to stop that (except RFK2 in the USA)

Conclusion: there's zero chance of anything changing

Proof of criminal intent:

Points 7 and 8

Censoring and blocking 30+ COVID cures

Labeling the most lethal batches with a lethal code (howbad.info)

Blocking the real knowledge of effectiveness v. "adverse event" rate

The full PLAN exposed:

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/the-plan-revealed

16 laws we need to exit Prison Planet

https://scientificprogress.substack.com/p/laws-to-exit-planet-prison

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Jul 21, 2023·edited Jul 21, 2023

Around here, the general pattern is for there to be a rash of Thanks Giving accidents every year made visible by the appearance of many dented vehicles. That's our baseline. People are distracted and the roads are iced for the first time around then. Since the Vax, the patterns are different. Non seasonal. Lots and lots of doors obviously opened hard into a post or something, lots of cars with one poked out head or tail light. Lots of odd, backed into looking dents. Within 3 miles of my home, where there has been no history of issues, there have been 4 cars that went off the road in 4 different spots. One hit a tree, one took out a power pole, one hit a pallet on the side of the road and one you'd have to try to do it, no idea how. My friend told me of 3 weird camper accidents this summer - one ripped off the top under a 10 ft bridge, two overturned with overturned trucks. It's like thanks giving 2021 when the ambulances were going 1 -2 X a day every day for months. Sustained Above Baseline.

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Could he have been in a rush to get to the clinic for his 7th shot of Rat Juice???

I understand that the free donuts are now offered only to the first 1000 Vaxxers...

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Motor insurance rates are rising steeply here, in the UK.

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Oh my...

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Mark Crispin Miller calls these "Vaccidents."

I wonder about them all the time now, when I hear of small plane crash, or strange bus collisions...always listening for the "medical emergency" part...

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Ugh, I'm so sorry WW. But thank you for sharing that.

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Dr. Ardis did an interview on using nicotine gum to treat.

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I'm at the point where I often think of telling people: 'You sound vaxxinated!' if they start sounding stupid or too woke. But in all seriousness, no one really knows the alterations to cognitive ability from these products. Guess we'll find out together.

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We have a front row seat on the 50 yard line of this tragedy.

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Hey, I have an idea. Sample dialogue:

Friend or family member: Aargh, I keep forgetting things , and when I have to read something complicated -- well, I have to work really hard at concentrating and even then I don't understand things as easily as I used to.

You: You sound vaxxinated!

Friend or family member: What do you mean?

You: Well, I just read a really interesting article about how lots of people who got the COVID shots are having trouble with memory, concentration, and other "brain stuff." Some people are calling it "fuzzy brain." The good thing is, the doctor who wrote the article says there are ways to treat it.

Friend or family member: Hey, can you send me a link to that article?

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great line - "you sound vaxxinated" - can i steal it? (:

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spike is perforating everything in its' path. Nano-shotgun. oof!

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I call them vaxidents as well

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Just almost lost my patience with my wife who has had 2 jabs... a women who was ultra-fit due to nursing, walking the dog for miles on end, horse riding etc etc.. as stated a nurse that has been promoted non-stop, put on extra courses to become a "specialised nurse", BUT she has lost the plot in the mundane matters where she seems to lose her train of thought or concentration ... she has suddenly got women's "down below" problems as we heard about....BUT whatever I tel her or advise; she still mocks me ..I no longer get it, because some of her friends (also jabbed); state the same thing.

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Unfortunately some medical professionals can’t see what’s going on 🥺

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They do not want to see... but thanks.

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they are jabbed and boosted and mentally compromised or they are compromised through payoffs, either way, compromised. seek a non jabbed doctor

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A friend who was an ER doc during Covid won’t discuss it much except he remembered the MANY sick people. That seemed to stay in his mind!!He retired early. Tired of all the corruption in the medical field he witnessed in the last 35 years.

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Such a loss when we lose good experienced healthcare professionals.

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Also, a lady friend who was a nurse for 30 plus years, left. Now does farming & gardening and a vendor at a farmer’s market. She is very happy NOW. She was definitely a burnt out medical professional too. It takes its toll. She said whatever the CDC said, she would do the opposite. She named people she knew who were injured from the vaccines.

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My dear friend can’t speak/swallow or move after 2 Pfizer 💔

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Excellent idea. Alternate:

That sounds like vaccine damage. Did you get the covid vaccine?

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Jul 20, 2023Liked by A Midwestern Doctor

I have witnessed entire personality changes to friends and family members post jab, boosters. They became irate, nonsensical, and weirdly rooted in certain new ideologies that they never would have cared about 5 years ago.

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This happened to one of my medical students. They went from being a doctor with a bright future to being homeless. It was really sad.

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what I see is ‘blunted empathy’ … in the vaccinated

…which interestingly is a primary symptom of autism in the pediatric injury group

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If they're going to make slaves out of us (since China is so reverred by the globalists and have so many millions of slaves) it seems "blunted empathy" would be a "feature" and not a "bug"

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I too see the 'blunted empathy' referred to above. It's like people have switched off their emotions.

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Wow. Ouch. I wonder whether we're going to see an epidemic of "autistified" adults thanks to the spikeshots. That, combined with the increasing percentage of autistics among young adults as the "autism epidemic" grows up, so to speak -- oh dear! and eegad!

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Can you give an example of a situation you’ve seen “glinted empathy”? I want to understand

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Here’s an example of Blunted empathy I’ve seen … an 80 year old mother fell down… she was bleeding and injured. The daughter just stood there. No movement to help her. And seemed totally unconcerned. Her affect was flat… I have known the daughter for almost 30 years. It was a very odd reaction to her mother being hurt. She is vaxxed and boosted and has also recently received two shingles vaccines. Therefore, I wonder if she’s been affected by the vaccines … cause her total non-reaction was super strange. I would have expected her daughter to rush to her mother’s aid. The daughter does care of the elderly for a job so she would also know what to do in an emergency situation like this. And did nothing.

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In a conversation with Dr. Peter Breggin, Naomi Wolf mentioned the lack of an emotional or empathetic connection with long time friends who were jabbed and who she world see after a time apart. Dr. Breggin said that was also characteristic of mental patients who had undergone lobotomies. My interpretation is that it reflects spike protein damage to the jabbed person's mirror neurons. When Dr. Breggin said that about lobotomized mental patients, there were tears in Naomi Wolf's eyes (proves she isn't jabbed). Naomi Wolf is the founder of theclout.com and is responsible for setting up an organization of 2300 to 2400 medical professionals to review the enormous number of Pfizer / FDA documents being released because of a court ruling regarding a FOIA request for the all the documents related to the FDA approvals of the jabs.

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You mean you suspect it was the vaccine that injured this Dr.? I don’t fully comprehend how this degree of blatant injuries has not reached the 50% or large number of people who still act like the vaccines were safe, and we are “conspiracy theorists” for saying they are not safe?? It blows my mind over and over again!

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Wow!

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I know. My entire triple-shotted family has got problems, one way or another. I am so deeply sad about everything. Its like living in a nightmare

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:(

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I read that some do believe the spike proteins crossed the blood brain barrier and did damage to the microvascular areas. Kind of like a mini lobotomy?? Sad to think this could really be true because whether people’s brains can recover from this is questionable??

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There was a group of people I used to hang around with until covid hit when I became acutely aware we were on different pages on the matter. Still, I occasionally see some of these people, and they still seem to be in the dark about the injuries from covid vaccines that have occurred to i wonder id they are choosing to not believe the evidence that seems to be more prevalent. Maybe they just don’t want me to know, because then its a I am right, they were wrong thing.

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I could not agree with you more my entire family has had several of the poison 💉💉💉💉💉. And they all seem to be walking around brainwashed.

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It seems to me that whatever mental/soul issues a person had before the shot - became amplified after the shot(s). I am dealing with my sister (double jabbed) and her controlling nature (bully) and her refusal to be honest (gaslighting/memory issues) has become much worse. She also is having a lot of emotional breakdowns that are not appropriate to the matter at hand. Also of note, she was taking medication for high blood pressure and after the shots it went crazy - she is now on more meds. Where is this all going to go? The past few years have changed me - I have lost my joy. If you knew me you would understand that that is a long way for me to fall. Dark night? Sure feels like it.

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This is very true. This also happens in some people as they age or at the end of life.

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Yes, it looks very much the same. Thank you for sharing your knowledge and personal experiences with us. Your words beat with the beauty and fire of your heart. May we all live to see better times.

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The cruelty over the last 3 years has been tremendous.

Lockdowns, forced masking, forced covid death shots, schools shut down, small business lost, delayed medical care...all of these events has taken a toll on our soul.

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Hope is essential. Set yime aside for things you like (among other tactics and strategies) to deal with optimism and other concerns

Stay away from SSRI's though (l learned s lot from "a Midwestern doctor" about those in his substack here)

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Thank you Richard. I can't seem to find my balance anymore. I'm in a situation taking care of my jab injured mother. I was writing a lot during the mad daze of covid trying to warn my family and anyone that would listen. Writing is a healing process for me but I don't have any time to write anymore... so... I tend to sink not swim when I'm experiencing the doldrums. This was my last post http://banjocatcreative.com/one-way-ticket/

RE: drugs... I stay far away from pharma's magic pills ;). Take care!

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If you find writing a release, can you dictate something instead of typing it out? Saves time and maybe still an outlet for your thoughts.

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Yes, I used to write and record music - my favorite thing of all! Maybe I should stop complaining cuz that's energy wasted that I could be using for better things :). Thanks for the nudge... sometimes we get so stuck we just have to punch our way through it.

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Obama stole my hope.

LGBTQ stole my rainbow.

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Biden stole my money.

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Spot on LOL

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Jul 24, 2023·edited Jul 25, 2023

You’re not alone in this down-spiral, “will someone please wake me up from this nightmare?” daily reality. The romantic poet said, “glut thy sorrow on a morning rose”. I try to remember to find something very beautiful to dwell on and marvel at God’s creations, not man’s. Hang in there.

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Thank you for that imagery. I love poetry - paint by words rather than numbers. Here is a song I wrote and recorded just before "the storm". https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wGepZUucDxY It seems a lifetime a go...

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My oldest son had a personality change. He is like a different person now.

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Jul 20, 2023Liked by A Midwestern Doctor

And you wrote a book about it. My hat off to you. I have ordered the book. Thank you for documenting.

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You are welcome. Yes.. wow - mental problems are just “everywhere” in our world. If you enjoy the book (it’s a sad story) write a review for me. Thanks again. Have a great Friday and upcoming weekend!

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what book?

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"This is a true story that I wrote for an elderly gentleman about his years of raising his son and the events that led up to his son's mental breakdown. Although he wishes to remain anonymous, everything in this book is based on his memories of nearly 50 years of living with his son. Everything within this book describes what really happened. It documents the decades of events that shed light on how and why his son transformed into someone who could commit mass murder."

Available everywhere: Amazon, Barnes and Noble, Apple books etc. if you are interested.

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Title?

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Will order tomorrow.. Pay day. Lol. Thanks.

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So sad. I am sorry as I have a daughter( nurse) who is chemically altered!!

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The whole thing just disgustingly horrible to go through. I’m 72 and now I have visions of burying folks who I thought would be burying me. I have family heirlooms that I don’t know what I am going to do with now. This is a hell of way to end up after a lifetime of struggle and crap.

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Oh wow. I think we are ALL family now on this substack.

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Can you explain the personality change ?

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Ok - one of the last times I talked to him he told me he was suicidal. I told him to get mental help right away. He has never had this sort of issue before. He at first communicated with me about his mental health progress but doesn’t tell me anything now. He used to call me at least once a week or more to check up on me. I am 72 and live alone here. He doesn’t call anymore. He is the only family I have here. It is apparent that someone who used to care about me no longer wants anything to do with me. I told him early on not to get vaccinated. A couple months ago he admitted to me that he didn’t listen to me and got two injections. I then pleaded with him not to get boosters. He seemed distant and detached when started to talk about the vaccine. He has all his life talked to me and asked me if I was Ok and needed anything. That person is gone now. I am alone. It’s scary for me. He doesn’t seem to care? I don’t call him anymore.

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I am so sorry

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💔

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Explains why so many doctors think that poisoning oneself is a Good Idea. I had this exchange with one on his WordPress site. I had been commenting and he replied to someone else. Doctor is Gary.

"Gary to epicurus

Exactly. Watch as all your children die horrible, excruciating deaths from smallpox or diptheria and you will BEG for vaccines.

My response

More fear porn from you Gary, no substance, just scare tactics. Perhaps you are unaware of all the vaccine harms indicated on the government websites?

Many parents do not beg for vaccines Gary as they have seen their precious children maimed for life by them. Perhaps you don’t have any children Gary.

You indicate you are a doctor, but I find you very unprofessional. I think you have a serious mental disorder."

So Gary certainly irate and nonsensical, It was all very bizarre.

https://alphaandomegacloud.wordpress.com/2022/05/29/i-knew-an-old-doctor-who-swallowed-a-lie/

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That's a great version of the Old Woman song! Glad you called him out on his fear porn. This manipulative angle has caused so much damage.

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Funny, that same nursery rhyme came to me while writing a post back in March 2021... >> "From the start I had this hope that logic and common sense would win the day. As I watched in amazement as people angrily defended their belief in the pandemic and all its mandates – an old children’s song would come to my mind.

“There was an Old Lady that swallowed a fly. I don’t know why she swallowed that fly. Perhaps she’ll die”…

As a child, I enjoyed watching the teacher tell the story using her props – the old woman puppet, a patchwork of color, with a large mouth big enough to swallow all the unfortunate creatures in her quest to find a remedy… well, almost. It was such a source of amusement as I considered why the old woman thought she could solve one very small problem by creating much bigger ones!

In the end, she decides the best course of action is to swallow a horse… and dies of course. I believe this is exactly what is playing out before me. Watching people swallow bigger and bigger lies thinking they are doing the right thing to save themselves. They feel so insecure about it that they have to make a big show of it to stabilize their uncertainty and dump shame on anyone that doesn’t jump off the cliff with them. As we know, swallowing a fly, however disgusting, is not a life threatening event. Each nonsensical action built upon the previous action in an attempt to remedy a problem that was never a problem. Had she lost her mind? What will you do when they ask you to swallow a horse? http://banjocatcreative.com/green-light-district/ <<

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Laughing but it is truly sad.

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hoo boy you are spot on about that

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I’ve seen this too. It is incredibly disconcerting.

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I think they were already nonsensical for taking the poison.

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Jul 20, 2023Liked by A Midwestern Doctor

Have to admire our Midwestern Doctor who can calmly discuss all these issues. I get so spitting mad at the entire clot shot debacle that I can't focus. (unvaccinated)

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My coping mechanism for things that really bother me is to have that motivate me to try and do something to fix them and prioritize doing that over feeling upset. That's why I spend so much time on here and I always write in the tone I think will reach the most people.

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Yes, I often post on social media, even though it appears few people read my posts either because they don't care or I am being shadow banned. I've gotten more creative about posting on Nextdoor and have managed to have some posts remain uncensored. I talk about it one on one at my church even though leadership never mentions it. One of our pastors is almost certainly vaccine injured and had to transition from full time to part time recently. Where appropriate, I mention it in the form of prayer requests for vaccine injured. In a small group recently I prayed for justice for the harms that have been done to us in the past few years. I refuse to be silent even though I am probably annoying people.

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Ditto, I post and re post as often as I can to spread the truth and alert as many people as possible. So I feel I'm making a contribution. If only I wasn't banned from Twitter, it's still the largest forum out there.

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I know what you mean, I heard someone say that much of the population is experiencing massive subterranean rage. I believe it!!!!!

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Every time I go down the lengthy lists of healthy young people dying suddenly I have rage along with great grief. See Dr. Makis and Mark Crispin Miller Substacks.

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Agreed. Anger is a healthy and very appropriate response.

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YES!

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Jul 21, 2023Liked by A Midwestern Doctor

Dittos here!

(unvaccinated also) yet difficult to focus at times often. Yes, Mid Doc is an amazing man! Blessed to have him! His question in this article, (does the prick cause fog) is rhetorical, in my view. If the millions of those laying horizontal on a SS table in the morgue, could speak, they'd agree with the probability of the ingredients in the jab are surely sufficient to cause micro-clots, if they're so very able to cause mondo-clots. And the "clots" are probably the more visible problems, whereas the chemical ingredients, though not clot-inducing (maybe) are likely to cause brain-fog.

Just rambling again.

Ray

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One has to focus the heat of anger as in a intense blue hot flame that one can use for cooking a meal for example.

Thus one can prepare an article for mental digestion. This is why I have my WordPress site with a World Menu where the articles are food for the mind and soul. Somewhat mad perhaps, but in these crazy Covid times some madness is required.

https://alphaandomegacloud.wordpress.com/world-menu/

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Looks intriguing!

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Does lithium help?

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When I see them "hanging high", as Dr. Paul Alexander advocates, that will help. He gets more irate than myself. Hope you're all getting his substack.

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Quite an accomplished person, I believe. Doesn't he have a MD and a Phd? I get the free version of Dr. Paul Alexander's substack. If I had a little more money (or a better job) i'd be spending 50-75 dollars a month (I did for awhile)

Do you know about Sasha and Karen's 2 substacks? One is a retired Pharm consultant, and the other is a legal expert. They've discovered things that are (now) public knowledge and quoted by many.

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Can't keep up with all the info pouring in each day. I don't know how Alexander does it with all his postings, unless he has a hired team.

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Dr. Alexander sure does pump out those substacks every day.

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Just taking the jab demonstrates an impaired ability to think.

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Saw a picture of a person holding a sign, "it's not a vaccination, it's a IQ test!'

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Seriously, though, everything surrounding the shot is a horrific tragedy. We have had 3 deaths in our family due to shot…my mother-in-law in FL, my cousin in Holland, and most recently my sister-in-law’s 21 yo nephew who died suddenly in his sleep. My heart breaks for our young military members who were essentially forced to get the shots and for those folks with families who couldn’t afford to lose their jobs. This massive crime against humanity will continue for generations.

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My aunt had a previously well controlled cancer go into "turbo" mode after the "vaccination", and soon died, even with the best health care in the world (my opinion of Bay Area health system- San Francisco area)

I'm the only one in my family who didn't get the shot. There are 10 other people (well, 9 now) in my family..

I agree about the military. Incredibly bad advice or practice. In fact SO BAD, I tend to assume it's deliberate. Just my opinion, of course.

I think (don't think my view is controversial either) our history is now divided into pre-covid and post covid now.

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Deliberate decimation of our military with the forced covid death shots.

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We have had 9! My childrens dad.. My husbands elderly aunts and uncles.. Late 70-s. One major thing.. All TURBO-S! ALL put into assisted living when diagnosed, so of course they had to get boosted. Quite the spiral and fast. Diagnosis to death for my kids dad, 3 weeks. The others 4 to 6 weeks. All in the past year Except my ex who passed in Oct 2021.

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Absolutely horrific. What state(s) were you family members in?

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All in CT!

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That’s where my husband’s sister-in-law and her 21 yo nephew who “died suddenly” in his sleep live.

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Sorry for your and your family’s losses 💔💔

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Much appreciated.! You're very kind.

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We have witnessed what it means to live in a world drenched in immorality and wickedness consumed in our own self centeredness at the expense of others. But the beauty within these ashes is the potential to be regenerated, not by an act of one’s will, but by mercy....

this has happened for so many because they became so poor in spirit they were ready to inherit the truth.... When they were so poor in spirit their own wills and can do attitudes failed them because of the magnitude of their losses...they mourned over what they saw as their lives.... lives consumed by ever manner of wickedness and evil for want.....want of all they pursued and angry that they could not or did not attain.....they could do nothing but mourn until in a moment they were comforted, comforted not because of all that they wanted was now being given them but bc that desperate experience of having nothing that just a bit of gentleness became satisfying or bc they had everything and yet all that they had was could not satisfy....As they sat in that unsatisfied place day after day mourning suddenly there emerged within than a sense of comfort.... basking in the reality of those moments, sitting within a comfort they could not see they found themselves with little effort emerging into their own personal worlds at first more gentle more meek as if a sense of shyness enveloped them a greater meekness now as their strength

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Its Darwinism in practice. Sad, but true. Nobody would listen to my warnings. Now they are unreachable.

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I agree, but where there is life, there's hope. We need to go into "overdrive" and find solutions for these obviously widespread problems. Of course, before you can fix something, you have to realize it's broken, and we aren't to that point yet.

I didn't take the shot, no one listened to me, but still it irritates me to hear people say that it's the vaccinated people's OWN fault for getting it.

I think it's a deep human need to blame people for their own problems (and of course there is a good reason for MUCH of that blame, but NOT IMO for THIS problem. We need to blame the government (and bureaucrats like Fauci and his willing minions)

Vaccinated people trusted the government. That was a major mistake, and in the future, people will trust the government less because of their (previous) trust in it.

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I agree to a point. Some were forced to take it (threatened loss of employment), others were stampeded into it (through fear and intimidation), and still others simply trusted the government. I don’t have an issue with them.

The ones who I have no sympathy for are the vaccinated who wanted to impose it on others. The ones who cut ties to their unvaccinated family and friends. The ones who insisted that everyone do it for the good of society.

The ones who actually discriminated against the unvaccinated, in some cases wanting for them to be locked up.

There is a person in Australia who posted that their neighbor actually said that the unvaccinated should be taken to camps and be liquidated.

These are the people that I have no sympathy or respect for.

They are exactly the same type of people as those who participated in Germany’s “Kristallnacht”.

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I completely agree with what you are saying - and I hate it! It is impossible for me to connect with many people who were previously my friends because I just can't get past their lack of critical thinking.

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It is the poison in the shots that totally change the person who received it. I see the change in people everyday. And what I'm seeing now 3 years later the people who have received many shots 💉💉💉💉

are not well. I thought I read in the beginning of covid-19 shots,, doctors have said in 3 to 5 years we're going to see a lot of devastation. Death 💔

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I agree that it is inapproriate to deride those that made poor choices but it is also wrong to assign responsibility of their choice to someone else. We all have free will and making the hard choice might just be the initiation for our soul advancement. The scope of the whole affair is deep and wide.

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I heavily blame the media. If folks could break their addiction to teevee maybe they could begin to think for themselves again.

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Tossing the TV is the first step to freedom.

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100% TRUTH!!!

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Not just television. All the Internet devices (cell phones, tablets, laptops, desktops).

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It's so weird isn't it? We all got these devices to stay "connected" with other humans and yet those very same devices have somehow made us less human.

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Indeed, Darwin's theory and its acceptance has a lot to answer for. It has lead us to this point. It is the strong or Great Delusion spoken about in the Bible.

https://alphaandomegacloud.wordpress.com/covid-19-summary/

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Would someone tell me if Jennifer Duda the one. That wrote the Code Breaker has ever made a statement. On any of this vaccine Hockus Pokus. It seems that after her book everyone feared for employment because the code was known & now multigenerational families & quote “ Dr, s will have jobs

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It was!

Most people failed.

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Indeed so. I have set out the test here for those that wish to take it. It is quite long if one is going to actually think about the questions.

https://baldmichael.substack.com/p/the-great-covid-retest

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I hadn’t heard that one before, and it’s pretty accurate.

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Indeed so. I have set out the test here for those that wish to take it. It is quite long if one is going to actually think about the questions.

https://baldmichael.substack.com/p/the-great-covid-retest

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That is a horrible thing to say considering that many front-line workers such as two of my daughters who are Pediatric RNs working in children’s’ hospitals, as well as many others who were forced to take the jab in order to keep their jobs or go to school. I believe in Jesus too, and rely on my intellect, but I will not condemn those who were force to make such a decision. My son quit his job because of the requirement, but did so after finding another one that did not require the jab. Thank the Good Lord. He was prime age and sex to develop myocarditis.

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I think much of the appeal of the IQ test is a joke. A dark joke, and understandably not funny to the people affected by the 'vax".

I think making the 'vasx' madatory was a crime against humanity, and a VERY deliberate tactic. People need to go to jail for long periods. Government departments (especially "public" health) need to be re-organized, and some departments, abolished.

This entire affair gives lots of "ammo" to those who believe in "depopulation"

Sometimes, to keep your sanity, ,when things look bleak, it helps to laugh (if you can) at the situation.

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A FAR better diversion; one which is rooted in an effectual outcome, is the one which gives clarity to the whole issue we are experiencing here with this medically induced population reduction effort. It is called "The Gospel of Jesus Christ". There we can learn about the tragic end of this world and the sin problem, which clearly identifies the treachery and horrible circumstances nearing the end of this world's era, in history.

It's a deep and gripping journey, and one which will transport your thoughts onto the promises which the Risen Savior has made to us all. It's a fantastic, effectual means of relief from this monstrous affair, which, unfortunately is just the "beginning of sorrows."

But after the night, comes the light of day! Praise God!

Ray

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It's my faith in Christ that keeps my little boat afloat.

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With such a boat's construct, no manner of evil can prevail against it! But be continuously vigilant. Our adversary the devil is a master of deception and the "father of lies." There will come a day, when the devil's minions will impersonate those who are dead and sleeping in the dust, such as the disciples, and even the mother of Jesus, Mary. With the spiritualist mindset of so many these days, the thing will be swallowed hook line and sinker. The impostors will pronounce things which are contrary to the Word of God, the Holy Scriptures, such as how God has proclaimed that he is angry with the inhabitants of the earth for not honoring the SUN day, (which has no scriptural authority). The True Sabbath, the seventh day of the week, they will claim is a relic of ancient Israel, and should NOT be honored. What a deceptive plan! Then finally, Satan will don the vestments of Christ himself, to impersonate the Savior, claiming to be Him, who has come to right the wrongs which have manifested themselves through nature, on God the Father's bequest in His supposed anger. It's the "almost overmastering delusion" spoken of by His prophet, E.G. White.

A bit of future history to chew on.

Ray

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No one was forced, but they did have to make a choice. It was of course between being poisoned or keeping one's job or going to school, but what price one's health? In reality any firing would have been illegal due to existing health and safety law. I have tried to point this out that there was existing legislation, certainly here in the UK.

People did not think straight. I did, and by June 2020 I had worked out what was going on. I was not well an undergoing immuno-therapy at the time. I warned people before the role out of the vaccines. People in my church fellowship still got the jabs and were ill as a consequence.

If people had used commonsense none of this need have occurred. But it was sadly necessary to expose all the various evils in the world which have gone on for far too long and which are now being put right.

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There is something that you spoke about that I have to talk about. It isn't about the vaccines, but is important to me. You talked about the filters people have. I have PTSD from military deployments. One of the things that I consider positive is that it deleted all of my filters. I can only see things via reality. There is still the struggle with the subconscious mind, triggers and things that I can't control. I worked in an ICU in Baghdad my first deployment. It was when Sadr City and Fallujah were going hot and heavy. Nothing prepares you for combat injuries. Before that I would get in the car and drive or other things to escape. That situation there was no escape and patients kept coming. It was a time where I was laid out raw to myself and couldn't escape thoughts, feelings, emotions.

It took time to get where I am now, but the difference between me and others communicating even with those filters that I don't have is a real challenge. Even during therapy there has very seldom been an understanding of how I view the world now without those filters everyone has. I understand it, since everyone didn't live my experience.

Thanks for talking about that in your article. It made me introspective for a moment. Hope you don't mind this isn't about Covid.

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